winters, felicity nicole

[FELICITY NICOLE WINTERS]

felicity nicole winters

[bg=3b3b3b] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, padding: 15px; width: 370px;][style=background-color: bebdbd; padding: 8px; color: 676767; overflow: auto; text-align: justify][style=font-family: arial; text-transform: uppercase; color: 363636; text-align: center; font-size: 9px]TWENTY-THREE - FEMALE - STRAIGHT - LANCASTER COLLEGE - SENIOR - NURSING INTERN - EMILIA CLARKE "i'm afraid i'm incapable of love." a is for accomplishment: "I have spent my whole life wanting to prove myself, to achieve. I have gone against preconceived opinions people have of me and done my best to prove I can achieve greatness and become what I want to be. Since I was a little girl I wanted to help people, to keep them safe and well. I watched the women in our barrack homes do nothing and wait for their husbands to come home, and I compared them to my mother who loved and cherished me, cared for me when all I had was a litle papercut. Her mothering ways and the women on television that worked in hospitals and saved lives; they inspired me to want to help people. And now that I am in Lancaster, my chance to become my dream is real and no longer a fairytale." b is for brains: "A girl with a pretty face and some smarts? Barely heard of. I've always been a smart girl and appreciated my books over my dolls. When I realised that nursing was an important, difficult degree to do it didn't scare me - I just worked hard and it, and used my intelligence to get me there and get me to the point I'm at now. I've never once had a failing grade and that is something to be proud of, at least I think." c is for caring: d is for death: "Considering my father's career, I have always been a close friend of death. Our extended family of fellow soldiers and their families, also dealing with grief as their father doesn't come back home. But I never imagined it happening to me and my mother. My father seemed so sure and mature, strong and sensible. But that's not how the world works, unfortunately. Five years ago, my father was killed in a training practice involving new bombs they were going to take over to the Middle East. The bombs weren't complete, and instead the government figured that these bombs could be used regardless and sent innocent, patriotic soldiers off with them, without telling them their faults. We could tell by the air that day that something was wrong, that there ws something going to happen to my father. We received the news a few days later however, and they chose to disclose the information about the bombs and the government's legitimacy. I guess we should have expected death to come to us, but in that way? Unfortunately, the black goddess we know as death is unavoidable, and I will never get my father back." e is for expression: f is for fairness: g is for grace: "There's a certain stigma about army born girls that we can't control ourselves or be controlled, that we want to grow up to be men and soldiers, and that we have little to no respect for ourselves. I can happily say that I have not once been or wanted to be any of these things, no matter how often as a younger child I got teased for being 'soldier scum' and a 'traveller'. I have always grown up wanting to be a princess, a graceful ballet dancer or someone who cares for others. When I confessed my desire to be a nurse to my mother, she coined me Florence instead of Felicity for days. But I am not ashamed to have been the child of a war veteran and a army housewife, in fact I hold that title with pride and grace and will always act like a lady." h is for husky: "I have adored Siberian huskies since I was little, yet never had the chance to have one because of our constant moving around. It was only five years ago when we finally stopped and my mother agreed that a pet would be a good option for us, something to fill the void. In no way am I comparing my dog to my father - he was a fantastic man, through and through - but having an animal companion certainly helps to relieve the grief and stress. When we got little Cole, he was a newborn puppy, so it has been even more special being with him as he has grown up. He dotes on me and my mother, aware of our long-term sadness like most animals are and has looked after us as much as we have looked after him. His coat is a gorgeous mixture of greys and browns, and he resembles a wolf more and more everyday." i is for indifference: j is for justice: k is for keeping distance: l is for listening: m is for mother: n is for nursing: o is for obedience: p is for passionate: q is for queen: r is for romance: s is for soldier: t is for trouble: u is for uniform: v is for vacating: w is for warfare: x is for (e)xceptions: y is for yesterday: z is for (mr.) zuko: "My childhood consisted of musicals and old, classic films. From the age of six, my heart has belonged to the one and only, cocky yet flamboyant, Danny Zuko from Grease. I'm not even sure anymore what it is about him that caught me in the first place - he is certainly nothing like the boyfriends I have had. And John Travolta is most definitely not my dream husband. Perhaps I just have an affection for cocky guys that can sing? I don't know; until I find my own Zuko, we'll see." this character was made by lem [/style]

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